Dear myself ... life sucks sometimes, huh?

Thu, 17 Dec 2009 02:00:58 GMT

So, I went work at sunday night. Not that I WANTED, but I had to. My boss was nearly crying and what's more worse than a crying man?
Right, a gay, crying man. I felt bad telling him I dun have time and he told me he'll pick me up with his brand new car. So it's wasn't that bad :)

Philipp, who is the guy I had to work for, sent bossy a message that he felt sick and went to the doc in the mid of the day. the MID! I mean - yes, no problem, but he already was the second one who was sick of the sunday shift. Of course my boss was pissed and since I am a good person, I told him I'll help out.

So this was a couple-sunday. Half prize and that stuff. Funny nonetheless because every second person myself had to sent away, because I wasn't allowed to let them pay with coupon's. Ha! I'm a genius.

Funniest moment ever, I had with Angie and me at the cashpoint. (That's why I'm updating that late, because I totally forgot about that moment LOL)
She has to count and I wrote down the numbers she told me.
Her: "128."
Me: *mumble* "1-2-8." (me has a color/number system in my head, so the code was white, light yellow and dark blue. actually a very trustable system in my head, I never forget dates.)
Her: "234 at the other cash. And 178 the left one your standing. And 459 at this one."
Me: *save* *write down*
Her: "223... what was the first one? Was it the same?"
Me: "No, was 128."
Her: "ah. What did I said to this? I forgo-"
Me: "223."
Her: "Yes, nice." *phone ringing* *her picking it up* "Hello? ... yes, I'll note them. Just tell me."
Me: *still writing my counted numbers down*
Her: "xxx56289234 ... oh, wait I need a pen, wait."
Me: "Noted it."
Her: "Okay, have it. Bye." *staring at my notes* "You didn't wrote it down!"
Me: "Not yet, still writing down the numbers."
Her: "But you'll..."
Me: "xxx56289234 - I'll repeat it and you can write it down." *still writing down the counted money for the cashes*
Her: "That's ... amazing. You can remember numbers very well!"
Me: "I know."

Love my memory XD

LOL most apprechiated are couples like that:
Guy = totally pissed, annoyed face, grumble and bored
Girl = smiling, holding his arm/hand, grin all the time, never ending talking

I swear, I saw one guy smiling for happiness because I said we don't have any more tix LOL
At least I got 20 € for the help. I mean, I worked 6 hours o_o
I def need more money xD

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Current loves:
Breaking Benjamin - Without You
30STM - Vox Populi
Three Days Grace - Last To Know

Oh and I now have a new fav pairing XDD <3
Still loving Bennoda but Ben Burnley and Adam Gontier... that's just... aww *.*
Thanks to my darling XD

Nahw, off now.

Q - A!

Thu, 10 Dec 2009 04:01:39 GMT

Do you think society puts too much pressure on people to be in relationships and/or have children? Do you think this ostracizes people who would be perfectly content to remain single and/or child-free? Is this pressure worse around the holidays?

View 1416 Answers

It is, because around holidays it's getting 'familiar' because of the media and stuff. But without christmas it's okay. I don't think there is much pressure having kids, not here at least, because the money is not made for it.

Beatbox Battle

Wed, 28 Oct 2009 03:27:52 GMT

I have to admit - I love beatboxing. And I looked a few ones of america, and some of other countries. But I have to say... germans are great.

This ones shows Rocko and Alberto. I don't know, but I love Alberto's rhymes. He won btw.

This one shows Rocko against RoBeat. Sadly his performance wasn't that new, but cool anyways. I def like the style RoBeat haz, his beatboxing without the mouth is great. Even though it's weird watching him eating McDonald's :)

Btw: Funny germans... Denglish... German, in german called 'deutsch' and english together = Denglish. (just fyi.)

I totally envy ppl who can beatbox :O

Fanfiction meme :D

Mon, 05 Oct 2009 01:44:46 GMT

● Let's get to know each other, uh, no, just you a bit better :D

01. What's the nickname you're currently using?
Chasy

02. Did you have other nicknames before? If yes, which ones?
No.

03. Your Birthday?
8th july 1988

● Nice to meet you, I'm a nameless stalker and about the same age like you (increases the sympathy, u know?) :D so...

04. What's your current fandom? Since when are you part of it?
Since 2006 it's Linkin Park.

05. Do you have a favourite character? If yes, who and why him/her? Show me your favorite picture

M-M-M-Mike Shinoda. Such a dork.

06. Do you have a favourite pairing? If yes, which one and why? Show me your favorite picture of them!
Bennoda!!

07. What do you prefer, Slash or Het?
Slash.

08. Your favourite genres?
drama, dark, chara death, thriller, humour

09. Were there any other fandoms before? If yes, which ones?
Uhm, not really. I didn't read some fanfics before, I only wrote them. *cough* Digimon.

10. Which were your favourite characters/pairings in them? (either name them or show pictures)
Davis/TK, Davis/Ken

11. How many fanfictions have you written in in your past fandoms so far?
5 or 6.

12. How many of them are completed/abandoned/still in progress?
All abandoned.

13. When did you write your very first fanfiction? (with being aware it is fanfiction ur doing there)
Goes back to 2000.

14. In which language are (most of) your fanfictions written? Is it your first language?
German.

● Interesting... okay, let's continue. The following questions are only about your current fandom.

15. How many fanfictions have you written so far for your current fandom?
OMG... about 150?

16. How many of them are completed/abandoned/still in progress?
70 are completed, 20 are abandoned, 11 are still in progress. And 4 are new XD

17. If u could choose one of your stories to be made into a movie, which one would it be and why?
I guess it would be 'Michael' or 'Black Rain'. They would be a great movie!

18. Name one 'title song' for each of your multichapter stories like, one song which captures the atmosphere of the story the best or always reminds you of it (maybe with a link?)
Story: Should I've Listen To My Heart? - Song: Let Down - Chester Bennington
Story: Denn du bist mein Licht / Because you are my sun - Song: You Raise Me Up - Westlife
Story: Head In Heaven - Song: Hear You Me - Jimmy Eat World
Story: Michael - Song: Dear Angel - April Sixth
Story: I saw daddy kissing Santa Clause - Song: I saw daddy kissing ... - Standstill
Story: Green Art - Song: I don't like Mondays - Boomtown Rats
Story: The Walking Dead - Song: Walking Dead - Chester feat. DJ Z-Trip

etc...xD

19. What's your favourite (completed) multichapter story and why?
The Walking Dead - because it was my first attempt to do something different and I like the surspringly ending.

20. And your favourite oneshot?
Your Arms Feel Like Home - because it's true XD

21. Do your readers prefer the same stories? If not, which ones are their favorites?
Long story: www.LPfanfictions.com with over 8000 hits and 254 reviews (and 25 chapters u.u)
One Shot: I saw daddy kissing Santa Clause with over 600 hits and 17 reviews.

22. Any recommendations of stories written by others for members of the same fandom? (title, author, link, small summary/comment)
"Das Camp der boesen Jungs" by BloodyButterfly and Devils lil sister.
"The Art of Suicide" by ChazyChazLP.
"Pavor Nocturnus" by Umi.

23. Tell me something about your current fanfiction projects like, unfinished stuff you are still working on
It's something about a trip to a place in the deepest snow area. And Mike and Chaz get lost. *cough*

24. Any future plans? Projects you can't wait to start? Maybe a new fandom you just discovered?
The new project I started in my head with my dearest friend Verena. ♥

25. Name three people who have do this meme as well
Verena
Jules
Shela
<3

● Aaand... we're through already :D You're great. Srsly. Only really great authors do memes, you know? Cheer for yourself! :D
YAY!

Out Of Ashes REV

Wed, 30 Sep 2009 13:28:38 GMT

After LJ killed my first hearing review - fack yo - I add a short one. -.-

First: Go on and buy it! It's worth every cent. :)

FIRE (8/10)
Much love. I really like that one.

CRAWL BACK IN (7/10)
Still like it, but it's not THAT great. I think I overheard myself on it.

TOO LATE (7/10)
Well, I firstly didn't liked it THAT much, was to pop-ish. But after all, I think the song is great. Well, not my fav, but okay :)

INSIDE OF ME (9/10)
Haha, I LOVE that one. No more words, I just love it :)

LET DOWN (7/10)
Uhm... yeah, its okay. But I still prefer the live version. Anyways I love the guitar. But Chester's voice sounds sometimes too rough for the song :/

GIVE ME YOUR NAME (6/10)
*cough* Clicheê. But Okay... I just can't imagine Chaz & Tali dancing at this one. It isn't that danceable. 'Let down' is danceable... but not that one. *cough*

MY SUFFERING (9/10)
Song is perfect for Chaz. It suits him so much. Gosh I loove it x.x

CONDEMNED (8/10)
I like it, has style. And sounds so cool with the echo-thing. The guitar rocks.

INTO YOU (8/10)
Urgh, pop-ish. But sursprisingly good. I like his voice and the guitar.

END OF THE WORLD (10/10)
My favourite. I love the elements in it. Like ... yes, reggae, rock, punk and pop. And the syn! ><"

WALKING IN CIRCLES (8/10)
Well, I think I like the dark live version more XD But its okay.

IN THE DARKNESS (7/10)
Schizo song. Because he sings like that: 'In the darkness..' *soft voice* *flowers* *sparkle* .... HUH?! I mean, a bit 'dark' would be awesome. oO

MORNING AFTER (7/10)
Overheard. But I like it. But can't say right because I know it.

Such a loss

Thu, 24 Sep 2009 03:40:53 GMT

No worries, the main title is just random, I didn't felt much creativity by thinking of one.

In my last entry, I tried to focus on entry-things. Like posting videos and stuff. I have to say I enjoy lurking around, as you might realized before and so, I sometimes step into pretty cool sites and stuff I really want to share. As long as I can, fo'sure.

So, as first something Linkin Park-ish stuff.
That site with facts is pretty instresting. I didn't knew some things, so if you're into LP, go watch:

http://www.tv.com/linkin-park/person/119703/trivia.html

And some sites about drawings and how to draw:

http://www.dueysdrawings.com/drawing_tutorials.html

http://www.posemaniacs.com/

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I was at two concerts last week. First "Stilbruch", a german band with a violin, a bass and a guitar, plus drums. They sound awesome, I pretty like the fact that they are street musicians and enjoy playing in front of only 20 people. That's not a normal thing. I love their songs.

After that, I went on saturday at the theater fabric in my town and to the Philipp Poisel concert. I was pretty exited of it, I love his songs and I even skipped the Connichi this year to visit the concert.
He's such a cutie.

The concert was awesome. I cried and smiled XD

At least, I have to add that I was at the doctor's on monday, to get the results of my x-ray checking and I got to know that there is a little shadow on the picture. I mean, you all know what a shadow could mean and I am not gonna go and tell. Because I said it much enough these days.
I am sure, it's a mistake. I hope. I will know in a few days. So wish me luck :)

So, at least I am gonna show you a Mona Lisa drawing with MS Paint. It's stunning.

Stay active and healthy,
yours Chasy

Jigsaw -Papercut + Randomness

Mon, 07 Sep 2009 12:04:40 GMT

I was lurking around yootoob and just seaches the SAW music, because Oliver suggestest the soundzrackt to me and I really wanted to hear before I might buy - Oliver's recommendations are always worth listening to or look at - and I found a pretty cool remix of "Hello Zepp" and "Papercut".

Even though, the chorous needs more attention, but I really like the beginning and the end with the 'the face inside...'-phrases. Also the video is awesome made, very suitable to the song, fast and nicely edited. I really like to listen to those energic instrumentals. I guess you all know 'Requiem for a dream'. Must seen movie I have to add, because it's about the edge of using drugs and how it changes your mind, body and relationship to all your friends. I really like the message and sadly I had to search the movie everywhere, had to oder it out of the web to have a taste of it. I got to know the movies' music earlier.
It helps me alot to just listen to instrumental music, I can even more concentrate then. I just started an easy painting last night and I was listening to Mike Shinoda's Remix of 'Gold Guns Girls' by Metric. God, I so love it. I would lie if I would say I listen to it sometimes. I mostly do, like 7/24. *lol*

Finally I had the opportunity to watch all House MD episodes in german. I'll try to watch it in english now... joke. Nahw, I think it's hard to watch it in english. I think I might have to know all episodes till then, so I know what is all about. The disease-stuff and diagnostic stuff sounds way more complicated in english. And I am glad that I understand much in german, though.

Would love to have an layout here... hm.

Wellthen, keep on living, writing, loving!

Much love,
Chasy ♥

Heya!

Mon, 06 Jul 2009 10:43:14 GMT

Roomie out.
Birthday soon.

Nice week to ya all ^_______________^

GERMAN: Dinge, die ich nicht verstehe... Teil 1

Fri, 27 Feb 2009 09:55:29 GMT

Ja, es gibt sie: Dinge im Leben meinerseits, die ich nicht verstehe, die nichts trotzalledem mit der Weltwirtschaftskrise, Hungersnot oder gar Homophobie zutun haben - well, vielleicht ein wenig.
Gerade nahm ich mir einmal die Zeit - davon ist irrtierenderweise viel da - und durchstöberte die gesamten Zirkelforen mal. Dabei stieß ich auf den Thread "Beleidigungen", dem Thema zugrunde liegend, das einige Zeichner und Fanfiction-Autoren destruktive, anstatt konstruktive Kritik bekommen.
Demnach:
1. Warum dumme, nicht durchdachte und völlig überflüssige Kritik geben?
Ich bin zu folgenden Theorien gekommen:

Theorie Numero 1: Spontanreaktion mit unüberlegtem Wirkungseffekt
Zum einen denkt der Kommischreiber, das auf seine Meinung erheblich viel Wert gelegt wird. Er denkt in dem Moment des verfassens nicht daran, das er eventuell irgendwelche Gefühle verletzen könnte oder ähnliches. Ihm ist es egal, da er der spontanen Kopfidee hinterher hechelt, unbedingt seine Meinung zu sagen - sei sie noch so unbrauchbar. Dadurch entstehen Kommentare, wie "Oh man, sieht das bekloppt aus O.o"
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Theorie Numero Zwei: Persönliche Verletzung des Fandoms
Auch las ich schon einige böswillige Kommentare, in denen auf gewisse Aspekte des Fandoms herumgepocht wurden. Den Namen der eventuell gezeichneten Figur im Titel falsch geschrieben und schon kann es Kommentare regnen, wie "Oh bist du bekloppt, der heisst doch...!"
In den Momenten, ist es dem Kommischreiber egal, was er sieht - sein geistiges Auge erfasst nur den Fehler und alles in ihm will eben diesen ausmerzen und eventuell demjenigen mitteilen. Es verletzt ihn persönlich, da er sich damit auskent und die Globalisierung verlangt, das der Zeichner sich ebenso damit auszukennen hat. Demnach pure Mentalübertragung geistiger Kenntnis durch ein Klischee. Eine unschöne, jedoch weniger wirklich auf dem Fanart oder der Fanfic-basierenden Flames.
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Theorie Numero 3: Schattenhafte Verschlechterung durch überziehen eines Fehlers
Der Kommischreiber sieht einen Fehler und projiziert diesen automatisch auf das gesamte Bild/die FF und schaut es sich wohlmöglich nicht weiter an, bzw. liest nicht weiter. Somit trübt sich sein Urteilsvermögen erheblich, doch er hinterlässt - angegriffen wieder in dem Fan-Stolz oder in der angeblich besseren Talentebene - ein Kommentar. Als Beispiel:
(imaginäre Beyblade-FF mit Tippfehler:)
"... er griff Reias Hand und..."
Kommentar dazu:
"Bist du gestört, der heisst Rei, du Affe! Allgemein ist diese gesamte FF totaler Schrott. Schmeiss innen Müll."
Das wäre der klassische Fall, besonders in Punkto Glorifizierung.

So. Dadurch, das Flames eigentlich nicht der Hauptgrund meines Weblogs sein sollen - ich es aber einfach loswerden wollte, da es mich auch schon einmal selbst betroffen hat und das nicht gerade zu knapp - nun zum Zweiten, was ich nicht verstehen kann.

2. Warum FFs schreiben und nicht 100%ig dahinter stehen?
Ich schreibe nunmehr schon seit 4 Jahren FFs, veröffentliche seit 3 und stehe hinter allem, was ich bis dato schrieb. Warum auch nicht? Jede Kritik lasse ich über mich ergehen, nehme sie an, wenn ich sie als ehrenvoll-konstrultiv ansehe und verbessere, wenn nötig auch.
Doch wenn ich ein Review zu einer FF verfasse und ihr ehrlich meine Meinung mitteile, ihr sage, das sie dringend einen Beta bräuchte, der Logik und Rechtschreibfehler untersuchen soll - das begründet mit einigen Textstellen, jedoch dennoch auch meine Meinung über ihren Inhalt im Text schreibe - was ist daran falsch? Ich weiss selbst, das ich oftmals zu hart mit FF-Schreibern umgehe und besonders Neulinge haben es schwer, mich zu überzeugen. Aber ich versuche dennoch, Jedem nutzvolle Kommentare zu schreiben, besonders wenn sie neu sind. Ansonsten wäre das Review verschenkt. Und dann erhalte ich eine Mail mit dem Inhalt: "Die FF ist eh Mist, ich schreibe nur so aus Langeweile."
Was soll das? Ich schreibe nicht aus Langeweile, sondern es ist mein Hobby. Ich schreibe gern und nicht nur, weil ich eine Tastatur besitze und es Spass macht zu beobachten, wie die tollen leeren Blätter sich nach drücken der Tasten mit Wörtern füllen - egal ob sinnvoll oder nicht.
Ohne wirklichen Elan kann man nicht schreiben, soviel steht fest. Und wenn ich meine FF als "Mist" empfinde, dann kann ich nicht erwarten, das ein anderer sie als "absolut geilomatiko" empfindet. Besonders nicht, wenn ich es als Vorwort in die FF reinschreibe.
Also, ein Appell: Stellt NICHTS online, von dem ihr nicht selbst zu 100% überzeugt seid. Ansonsten habt ihr nur Ärger mit euch selbst.

Soviel dazu. Was für ein Eintrag. Aber der musste sein.
Ich denke, diese witzige Reihe setze ich fort ...

Sleepless as always but pretty creative!

Tue, 24 Feb 2009 10:24:37 GMT

Hey guys.

Hope you're fine, huh? :)

Ha. So, I am back at dA and mostly of time at the MA board, but only if no one turns off the PC xD
That thing really kills my nerves, I'm serious. But actually a friend of mine said he'll check the system next time he'll have a drop by at my appartment. So I guess I need to have a cake until Friday. Uhw.

My valentine's day was better than I thought. Ahm, well if you forget about my lost chocolate for my love... it was okay. I found the choc later in my bag XD

I just started to write a little. I did barely the last weeks. Didn't felt inspired enough to handle word metaphers and grammar at all. But I guess I am on the way for a good recovering. I really had some sad weeks. But it'll be okay soon, I am still and optimistic person. ^.^

Ah, I really want to give ya a little summary of my currently story. I only have three chapters until now and I really got caught by every word. Yes, every single word means a lot to me, not only the idea. It's everything that's behind and in that story that really makes me smile and be kind of proud of myself.
The summary does sound kind of childish, but if you have a lot imagination and a colorful mind - and of course a tolerante mind, no chance to leave homophobic comments! - you really can catch what I want to say.
So you all knew a lot or less about the archangels? One of them called Michael. But actually he's not longer one of them, because after a huge mistake - falling on love with one human he should save - he got a sweet taste of how real feelings fell and totally ignored his real reason to be on earth. He got punished for being in love with a human and needed to get a real forfeit for that - living as an angel of death. Surely he had to control his feelings and he had to endure a lot of pain, but he was on his best way to recover as an archangel. But then suddenly the gateway to the human world stand open and the destiny (or me, lol) threw him down to the human earth.
And this is the first that happened. Later the reader find out that the second main character is an middle-rated author with no faith and some problems. But after the fall Michael don't reminds a thing, only then... as he get a message... 'Kill him and you'll receive to come back in heaven.'
What to do?

Yep. Childish. But so lovely! I love writing, I can do many things with words in german, I love descriptions and colorful styles. Like an real painter. It's something at allows you to do whatever you want - only you need to like it. :)

Ah. So. I thought of starting a little anime chronic here. Since that I am not really good at daily updates - and I know no one would be intrested by it - I will keep you up to date which anime I am currently watching.

Yesterday we started "Black Cat". Very nice one 'til know, we keep it up I guess. I love stories - even if fanfiction of anime - with a deeper mind behind.
Wiki-Sum:

["...The story centers on a man named Train Heartnet who withdrew from an elite group of assassins called the Toki no Bannin (the Chronos Numbers) to become a Sweeper (a bounty hunter).

In Train's world, there is a secret organization, Chronos, that rules one third of the world's economy through underground control of almost every kind of business. To maintain the balance of the world, Chronos is essential, and therefore, there is the need to have people to protect Chronos. Besides all normal erasers, there are special elite assassins with Orichalcum-made weapons called the Chrono Numbers. Chrono Numbers have their numbers engraved on their body and their weapon. There were twelve total Chrono Numbers, but when Train Heartnet, an unsurpassable shooter, decided to join Chronos in their cause, the number XIII was founded. No one that was targeted by Train Heartnet, also known as Black Cat, for bringing "bad luck", and his extremely quick movements and attacks, ever survived. The name Black Cat was the most feared among assassins.

His only objective was "to be the best". In one of his missions, he had to kill a target, but the target's child was at the scene. Train, recalling his childhood trauma, could not kill the target in front of his child, leading to him being shot by the target's bodyguard.

Eventually, he met Saya Minatsuki, who was a sweeper. Through his contact with Saya, Train changed drastically, a change that culminated with leaving Chronos. However, a man who admired Train in an obsessive way, Creed Diskenth, resented the way that Saya had changed the elite assassins life. Creed then set out to kill Saya, while Train was not there. Train reached the scene too late and tried to fight Creed, but he escaped.

Two years later, Train is a Sweeper, traveling with his partners Sven Vollfied and Eve. Their lives as sweepers are about to be changed when the present is invaded by the past: Creed Diskenth, after two years of being away, returns. And he wishes to meet Train, with a proposal to become his partner.

A running gag in the anime is usually for a white cat to appear at a time when a character makes a joke but also appears in different places such as in Eve's crystal ball and on one page of Sven's newspaper in episode 13 and 21. The white cat also appears as a shield used by Train whenever Kyoko wants to kiss him. ..."]

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And bysides we watch "Utawarerumono" which is definatly insteresting, but the player EatLime kills me :/
Wiki-Sum:
["...Utawarerumono is a story centering around the masked protagonist, Hakuoro, who one day is found by a family of two girls and their grandmother in a nearby forest close to their village. He is badly injured and is soon found to have amnesia, so they take him to their home and treat him until he is well again. Hakuoro is soon accepted into their village where he stays and lives with them, but before long Hakuoro finds that life in this village is being oppressed by the greedy emperor who rules over the country their village resides in. Soon after, these negative actions taken towards their village result in him leading a rebellion against the emperor of the country which later lands him to become emperor of a vast new country which is named Tusukuru, after the well-respected woman who helped save his life.

After becoming emperor and things begin to calm down, Hakuoro soon finds out that peace is hard to maintain and finds himself constantly in battle in order to protect the peace of his country and his people. Eventually, he is led into many bloody battles in order to fight for the freedom of all those residing in Tusukuru. Along the way, Hakuoro meets several other strong warriors from several other countries and tribes who are fully accepted into Hakuoro's growing family. Many moments of hardship and laughter ensue as time continues but with Hakuoro leading the way, all others are confident in his ability to lead.

The story's genre is at first a fantasy-style story with heavy Ainu influence, though later develops science fiction themes towards the end. Indeed, it first appears to take place in a fantasy world full of magical beings and interesting new species of humans, but it is later revealed that it takes place in a post-apocalyptic Earth's far future....]

Pure love 'til now :)

So, I guess thats all. I need some sleep right know, wasn't sleeping the last 32 hours.

Cheers.
Chasy

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Anime of the week: Genshiken - I am still searching the second season of it. So funny, need to watch.

I'm still alive.

Thu, 12 Feb 2009 05:14:33 GMT

I know, I wasn't online that much lately. But that's just because my PC crashed a little and it totally freaks me out to watch it restart over and over again.
The good part: I do own a laptop.
The bad part: My roomie don't have an access to the internet by now. Because her laptop is down since Nov'08 and still in the repair shop. And surely - I am so nice - I allowed her to use mine as long as she don't have one. But now I need mine too. Could be a funney next week...

I'm at my parents home at the moment,. They are acting like I don't exist and I am wondering that no one says something about my long internet-use per day. But I guess they just don't want to talk to me to much. At least I can find time to write.

Ah and soon its Valentine's Day... Oh man, I did too much I guess. I wrote a little story for my honey, and I recorded my keyboardplay and singing on "Leave Out All The Rest". Oh oh, I guess the singing will near kill her than bring her happiness xD
But it was fun to do. Even if the tabs were nearly killing me.

So yes. What more?
Ah, our little dog died... I mean, he was old but I feel so sorry for him. It was cold and he was so alone :"(

Actually I try to draw more but... I can't even draw a face. I need good manga-drawing-tutorials =.= I want to draw one sooo bad.

Beh. I think that's it for the moment.

Have a nice day! It's 6.12am here, I didn't slept - as always within the last weeks - and I need to get up at 10am XD

lol inorite?

Wed, 28 Jan 2009 15:58:59 GMT

I write a lot in german, because my english stuff ... uhm, let's say it's not as good as it should. And actually I am writing on a fanfiction (Bennoda) with some psychological stuff in.
And surely I got some reviews for it but - the lol-point is soon there - one soundes like that:

"You're so selfish, you don't deserve a good review!
Do you think because you write longer than the other authors you're better than them? Oh I don't think so. You think that we all NEED your reviews but we don't. It doesn't matter to us if you write us reviews or not. You are not better. The crap in your profile sucks. (A/N: What crap`? ôO There is nothin'...Oo) You see the same green grass as we do! Eeek!"

XD
No need to say that I was really really amused?
Not even the fact that I got something childish like that, the review was written my someone anonymous and that is just dumb. :)
I think if someone wants to say that my stuff is bad its allowed to write me that with a mind behind it. I mean, I can stand critic...lol. Critic is not bad if its written with a good spelling and with nice words and help. I mean, I write mine like that, too. Okay, if the fanfic is DAMN bad and I smell plagarism, I stop being too nice but thats kind of allowed.
*shrug* Whatev., I will continue writing and no one can stop me, muahahaha xD

Holiday's are IN

Mon, 26 Jan 2009 16:34:38 GMT

Hey everyone!
Todays Monday but I do have a day off because our teachers are ... dumb. They wrote a wrong schedule plan and so we have no school. But I'll go in one hour to my guitar lessons outside of the city.
I had a great weekend with my best friend and my girlfriend. We weren't out but we played some hours PS2 and N64 and after that I totally lost mind - I always lost by playing. Oh they cheat me ... -.-
I think I'll write a little until my phone's ringing. Got some calls to do.
Oh and I made a few icons. Nothing special, tho but I likey.

Finally xD

Fri, 23 Jan 2009 13:34:36 GMT

Oh okay, I am really dumb.
I made up my LJ but never wrote anything in here, that's silly. I will surely write only crap which is not very interesting to the folks outside, but I'll give a try.

I work as an social carer for diabled and handicapped people and we had psycholgy today. Well, it's an easy topic we're on right now and to say it short: Our teacher always leads us to write good marks. Finally we had the daily topic "Roleplay "Saying someone like a patient that he(she will die because of some illness/cancer/whatev.". Nothing special at all and I thought like that, too. But my classmates are mostly pure bitches and so it was just a mess.
Two guys in the back headed in front of the class and teaches us ... well, they tried. And they played it so... gay. I mean, kind of funny but they did damnit gay jokes and fuck, I hate those non-funny jokes. I hate homophobics at all, I don't care about their shit - so they should do the same to every other person.
Haha. Whatever. I'll have some guests this evening, we want to have a nice weekend with my new Play Station 2 xD